This was one of the first artists to draw ecchi pictures with big tummies like this. I remember almost 10 years ago, surfing Japanese art sites, the only places with preg content were really bad bondage or guro type sites aiming for shock value, but Alumineko was doing all these fun pictures like the ones we're all doing today

>>1375

I know the feeling. Despite what I collect, I prefer clean pictures above everything else, especially romantic ones. Alumineko has a great deal of clean pictures that most other artists cannot boast. It's a shame that I'm not that big a fan of his style. I know a few artists that I would absolutely love to do more clean pictures. I mean, Xration drew one of my favorite pictures of all time (posted for reference), yet those clean pictures of his are few and far between.

Well, that paragraph has caused me to want to rant, so unless you all want to hear all about my personal issues, you may want to just stop reading right now. Are you sure you want to keep reading? Alright then.

I do not plan to stay active on these boards forever. There will come a day where I hope to be able to leave this all behind me.

I'm not really sure where to begin explaining this. However I will attempt to say everything that I want to say before this post is over. FinalixerX is only an alias I use whenever I am browsing areas of the web that I would not want other people to know about. Everywhere else I go, I am known as Xylon Lionheart. Yes, it is a corny name, but I have used said name for nigh on 10 years now ever since playing this java game called "Dragon Court". However, when I started delving into sites where I did not want to be identified, I decided to come up with a new name to attempt to keep my two identities separate. Xylon represented all that was good in me, and FinalixerX represented all that was not.

Why am I so ashamed of collecting and archiving pregnant hentai? There are multiple reasons for my shame. I think that the first and foremost reason comes from a simple belief that I hold that has become a center of my very being; pregnancy is one of the most beautiful things on earth. It is the creation of a new life. It is the epitome of feminine beauty. Ideally pregnancy is the ultimate proof of love between a man and a woman, and together the both of them can watch in wonder as the child they created together with their love enter the world. Nothing short of God himself is more sacred. For that reason, I am thoroughly disgusted at myself. I routinely take something that is so pure, so wonderful, so... holy, and pervert in my mind with my insatiable lust. If it were just having sex with a pregnant woman, I do not think that I would have a problem. However my fantasies run rampant and evolve into situations and scenarios that should never play out in reality. Case in point, I find birth to be erotic. Why birth? Is it something about how the head of the baby stretches a woman's opening? Well regardless, I do not think that my mindset in that regard is healthy. My greatest absolute fantasy, which confounds and repulses me to no end, is to have sex with a woman as she gives birth to her/our child. Even then I really do hope on having at least one sensual, private birth with my future wife where even if I do not have sex with her, we both can enjoy the moment and I can shower my love over my darling as she brings a new life into the world. Are my desires wrong? What makes them wrong? Is it simple unnatural? I do not know the answers to those questions.

When I finish all my schooling and training, I wish to become an obstetrician. I cannot think of a better way to spend my life then guaranteeing the safety of new life as it enters the world. I would also like to think that I am man enough to keep my personal desires in check (thank goodness I have a monogamous mindset) when I am on the job. However should word leak out that I indeed have a pregnancy fetish, there could be some serious consequences. After all, who would want to be under the care of a doctor when they suspect the doctor may be thinking impure thoughts even when he wasn't?

Another reason that I am not proud of myself is that I am a Christian. (You know, as a side note, I'd love to know which other maieusiophiles around here are Christians too.) My activity on these boards is proof that I am not a very good Christian. What I am doing is a sin in my eyes, and although I know God will forgive me, I should be striving to overcome this, and yet I never even attempt to do so. It's rather odd. I rarely ever do anything else out of line. I've never drank. I've never done drugs. I even plan on staying a virgin until I am married. My obsession with pregnant hentai is my biggest personal flaw.

And what about my future wife? Is this not unfair to her? Someday she will choose to spend the rest of her life with me, and when that day comes, I will be eternally grateful. I will dedicate myself to my wife and spend my life showing her that she made the right decision. Why then am I spending so much time on these wicked fantasies? I am saving my body for her, true enough, but surely that is not enough. I should also dedicate my mind and my eyes to her and her alone. By indulging myself in pornography, I am currently not doing so. If I know this, why do I continue?

The simplest reason is this. I've never had a girlfriend. Thus I have no physical manifestation that I can fathom to help give me the motivation to quit following this path. I purposely decided not to date before college because I always believed dating was something to do in order to find the girl you want to spend the rest of your life with. I also felt I was too immature in high school and thus not ready to have a serious relationship. Now here I am about to face another year of college, and I find myself far too shy around any of the girls on campus to take initiative and ask one of them to go out with me. I don't want to be rejected. Even if I did strike up the nerve, I have yet to meet any girl that I was attracted to in both face and mind. My greatest fear in the world is that I will not find a girl who will love me and who I can love in return. It's rather silly. I mean I'm 19 years old and thus have plenty of time to find my true love, and I know there are girls who are searching for men like me who hold (mostly) high morals like I do, and I personally think I'm quite handsome. Still, because I have yet to be in a relationship, I fear that I might not ever enter one at all. On a slight tangent, my second greatest fear is that if I do get married someday, my wife and I will not be able to have children. I'm sure all you fellow maieusiophiles out there share the same fear. I mean how ironically cruel is that? I want to have a large family some day, and yet if I find that my wife and I cannot conceive, I have absolutely no idea how I would take that news. Anyway, I've gone off topic.

Here's the deal. On the day I finally find a significant other, I plan on leaving these forums for good. Because I am thankful for everybody's support and friendship over the years, I obviously will not quit immediately. I will release all my findings up to that point and train a few other members of this group who would be willing to do so in how I find all the pictures and doujins that I come across. That way even if I am gone the community still has somebody who surfs the web archiving whatever pictures they can find. Of course if anything were to happen, I might just return, but I hope that once I quit, I will be able to quit for good. Of course nobody can guess when that day may come. For now I will continue to do as I always have done under the name FinalixerX. I only hope that someday I will be able to forever discard this mask I have created and worn throughout these past years and be able to live freely as Xylon with my head held high and proud.

With that, my rant is over. Sorry for wasting so much time on my personal woes.

Someday I will be that man in that picture.

>>1386
Stay focused and true to yourself and someday you just may be that man, only if what you have said you actually abide by...

>>1386

final, u know, what u said bout all the fantasies and stuff does not jus apply to pregnancy fetish, it is more like pornography as a whole. imo, the fetish itself is not the problem, "fetish" is jus another word for "preference".

you r right bout one thing tho (well not jus one ). most of us in this kinda community are without girlfrens. if you think bout it, if you do have one, what u doing here anyways? :P so of coz, everyone that is here will stop at some point, no one is gonna be here and retire and get a pension. When the time come, I for one will wish u all the best and let u move on. But what you said bout training up someone to pass on the torch is awesome. When it comes, i might wanna be one of the candidate :)) depending on my relationship status of coz.

But dont kick urself for loving pregnancy fantasies. anything bout sex shud hav been sacred, not jus pregnancy, but all other "fetishes" are more crude bout it than us. think bout all the futanari which defies god's creation of the 2 sexes, or guro which i shudnt even havta explain about. It is good that u feelguilty bout it, but dont kick urself too hard. and by hell, i think no one will ever leak anything bout u out of this community, with the contrubution uv made. :P

im not a christian, but a buddhist. we dont really forbid sexual activity, but we avoid "immoral" sexual activity, for lack of vocab (there is a word for it, but i cant remember lol). of coz, if we can avoid it entirely it would be great, but us human are still living beings..............

>>1386
The whole christian thing makes me laugh. When will you religious retards realize that GOD DOES NOT EXIST AND THE BIBLE IS FULL OF SHIT?! I mean seriously, we are taught as kids that believing in imaginary things is stupid and wrong, but god, in my opinion is imaginary so all people who believe in him are wrong and are also assholes. Fuck god and fuck anyone who believes in him.

>>1389

First of all, that's not the way to go about things.

>>1386
I could barely read the whole thing. It was painful. What the hell is wrong with finding pregnancy sexual and erotic? Maybe it's not something you go around telling people, but that's because they will think you're weird, not evil. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with Christianity? Why all the stigma on sex? Look at previous religions and their fertility goddesses. Why the hell does the Virgin Mary have to be a virgin? Then again, I'm comparing Christianity to ancient mythology because that's what I see it as.

Funny enough, I'm only a year older than you, FinalixerX. I have the same situation with women and the same taste in hentai, except birth is not my thing. However, I don't feel that my fetish is a terrible thing. Why would it be wrong? Are you hurting anyone? Are you raping little kids? As for getting a girlfriend, I can't really say much as I don't have one either. All I know is that I can attribute it at least partially to the fact that I haven't even tried to get a girlfriend and I haven't been very social at all. This upcoming school year I intend to change that. I don't know if that's the case with you, but I understand what you mean by not finding a girl you're attracted to in both face and mind. That will probably be the most difficult part. And you said that you were using pornography as a tool to save your body for marriage. If you didn't have pornography, what would you be doing? Breaking your own morals and having sex left and right?

I never really thought about your second greatest fear. That would be pretty bad, although I definitely am not planning on having a large family. Maybe one kid. Then again, things change and I can't tell the future.

Let's see, is there anything I missed? (I'm making no attempt to make my post organized.) You said you want to become an obstetrician. That's...pretty weird, I must admit. Then again, if it turns out to be an incredibly bad idea you could always change your mind later.

I guess that's it. Umm, please don't think that you're a sick person. Sure, having sex with a pregnant woman serves no purpose other than pleasure since she is already pregnant. I don't know how bad that is according to Christianity. But how bad is it really? What would you be doing wrong? Even if you find birth erotic, how would that translate into reality? You wouldn't be able to act on it in real life, which I guess stinks for anyone into it, but it also means you're not doing anything wrong. You said yourself that you have a preference for clean pictures. Maybe you look at all the hentai you have, look at the messed up shit and let it cloud your mind. Think about what you're truly attracted to. Look at the image you just posted. What's so bad about that? Just because Japanese artists can draw some truly messed up shit doesn't make it your fault. Well, I'm sure you've thought a lot about it and I doubt I'll change your mind. I still hope you won't be so hard on yourself. Jerking off isn't evil, and neither is being different. It isn't even the weirdest fetish, and it makes sense. Pregnancy is the result of sex, after all.

And this name that I posted under is a name I use on pregnancy-related communities. I do the same thing.

>>1386
The VERY first commandment God gives to the human race is "Be fruitful and multiply".

Having a pregnancy fetish makes you MORE religious.

>>1389

religion is a believe, not an illusion. i know believe doesnt make it a fact, since there is not solid proof, but ppl can choose to believe. U believe that god doesnt exist, that is ur choice of believe, and hence a "religion" of a sort, one that believe that there is no god. believe in God doesnt make u an asshole anyways. there may be some christian that is asshole, but that is only coz they may hav interpreted the words of their god wrongly. that kind of ppl exist in every religion, not jus christianity. ppl might point out the lives lost thru a holy war, but religious ppl around the world had saved millions as well. ur stereotype of religion is a very unfair one.

but then again, why the hell we discussing religion in the pregnancy forum anyways?

Hate to tell ya this, but it doesn't go away. I'm similar in religion and outlook - heck, I'm a preacher's son. I've always had a bug for pregnancy that I've managed to keep quiet, and recently ended up marrying a nice Christian girl.

The catch? Neither of us want kids - I don't don't even actually like kids, she just doesn't want any of her own. She highly approves of my not liking kids, but she doesn't know I've got a thing for pregnancy and birth - so I feel like Two-Face.

I'm turned on by the process of making kids, with no interest in the end result. I've only been married a few months, but I'll say that I can mostly stay off of these boards when I'm getting sex on a regular basis. Her monthly visitor gives me a several-day window once a month, where I go running around looking at stuff. I too have a weird "librarian complex" where I sorta want to collect and categorize, and sometimes I think I'm more interested in creating the most finely honed collection of the stuff that turns me on, than I am in the actual porn itself.

I too hope I lose or diminish this fetish eventually, since I don't actually want kids, nor does my wife. At least your desires are in line, so you'll eventually have an outlet of sorts even if it doesn't burn out.

>>1386
I love pregnancy and inflation, and I'm an ex-Christian. I'm an atheist now for a truckload of reasons but one of them was because of the total Christian lack of acceptance of sexuality as part of a normal human life. I figured there was no point in feeling guilty over what was natural to me - finding preggos hot.

Just for a quick clarification, I am not ashamed of the fetish itself. I'm more ashamed about the fact that I look at/search for pregnancy related porn. I also wanted to note that when I said I was not attracted to any girls, I meant to add "at my college" or something to that degree, but forgot to do so. There are girls I am/was attracted to from my old high school, but they've moved on to other things in life. Either way, thank you everybody for your responses.

>>1389

Thank you for your rage, asshole. Only George Carlin was allowed to take that side, because he was GOOD at it. The rest of you athiests are full of shit. Because you're always pissed off.

And you know, since you get a hard-on just like the rest of us at FICTIONAL CARTOON CHARACTERS (no matter their status), you're GUILTY of your own ACCUSATION.

God is different for everyone. For myself, he is an artistic inspiration. I don't take the bible literally - that's stupid. Fucking fossils. But there's some fucking MERIT to the MORALS of the bible, which is ITS PURPOSE. Therefore, if you're going against christianity, you better get rid of all of the movies, books and games that have some sort of moral lesson in them. Oh, wait, for some reason, the morality of people seems to have degraded as a result... funny...

Besides. I'd rather believe there WAS a god and was proven wrong than to believe there WASN'T and was proven wrong.

Now that I've got my bitching done...

I, too, enjoy clean stuff a slight more than dirty stuff (but I'm here for a reason) if only for the sake of being a romantic. Which I am. I'll disappear from this forum once I get married and have children on my own.

And before that athiest fag can say something, no, I don't engage in premarital sex NOT because the bible said not to, but because 1. it's unsafe, 2. it's hard to find a steady partner and 3. pregnancy/parenthood is fucking expensive.

Well, I'll be married soon. I won't be around too long.

AHHHH what happened to this thread?!
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Well, talking is fun.
My thing is drawing ladies who don't appear undignified when they aren't wearing much clothing and have a tummy showing. It's a bit defiant of the Muslim/Christian idea that someone without clothes should act like a whore, yet I've seen very few people object to it. When that element of dignity and humanity is there, even the religious nuts can't bring themselves to rage over it.

First off Fin, way to go! I heartily approve of, if not your sentiments, then the way you stated and support them. I might not be a Christian, in fact I’m a Polyamoristic Maeiusophilic Agnostic Jew, say that three times fast without someone interrupting you asking you to explain, but I understand faith and the problems it can cause with any sort of sexuality…
Second, faith is exactly that.... faith. It is a belief without explanation. An understanding without reason. And most importantly... personal. Some of you have faith in an Abrahamian god (Jews, Christians, Catholics, Muslims etc...). Some of you have faith that the sun will rise tomorrow. But unless you’re a nihilist you have some form of faith. But then you probably have faith in nihilism… sigh…
And of course third, well… I don’t have a third thing… but here’s one of the first pictures that I ever found that proved that I wasn’t the only one that liked pregnancy porn… Imagine trying to find this shit in 1992! With a 9 Baud modem… and less than a 500 meg hard drive! (and yes I know this picture isn’t from 1992, its just the oldest I could find that isn’t in a format that makes my computer sad…)

>>1406
What if you're an agnostic, not necessarily denying the existence of god? I just don't give a shit. Religion is nice in that it gives people morals, and most people are stupid/immoral enough to need guidance in that way. Not all people do.

>>1406
Sorry, I all read from that was 'I am a stupid religious cock sucker'
Excuse me for thinking that people who believe in god are fucking retards.

>>1413
All I read from that is "I'm yet another fucking youtube athiest". People have spent their entire life thinking about religion and never came up with a definate answer that can be completely proven. People like you have spent and afternoon and a 30 year old neckbeard still living with his parents with a webcam and you really think you've got the whole thing down.

I've been agnostic for at least 5 years now, I went to a christain faith school but was never really that religious to begin with. I believe that is if I live my life the way I feel is right then if that happens to comply to the religion that happens to be the correct one then I go to heaven/nirvana/valhalla/elysium/I get my 40 virgins while if I'm wrong I'm just dead but leaving something good behind.

Yes, while I think blindly following religion is fucking retarded it's just as retarded as blindly rejecting all answers to the unknown like fate, luck or how Hugh Hefner is still alive. It's even more retarded to start an argument about something that NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH THE CONVERSATION!

Now if you want people to respect your beliefs then you've got respect other people's beliefs. That's the short of it.

Now let's just get back to the thread at hand shall we?

If someone believes 2+2=5 and they want people to respect them, they're out of luck

>>1422
If they bring up an at least half decent reason as to why then it's ok. Most of the time it's "Isn't that a four?" or "I rounded to the nearest whole number" or "I'm not good at math".
I said respect, not accept, why is a great word.

FinalixerX....

Did you tear a page from my book? shit...
I remember starting this when I was 13 (I'm 25 now). The part that I knew was bad was not in the fact that it was against my beliefs (that came second), but I knew that in the LONG term portion of my fetish I was degrading women. Sure some women like that concept, but as a man, and in my morals that is not acceptable in a marriage. And again, single, saving myself for wife, etc.

I think I have found some progress in this addiction (and it is an addiction btw), which is why there are huge threads with my one day hunts. But getting down to it, christianity -- not the religious, reject the crazies, kill those who don't believe, we only want you at our church for for your money/power -- is about a one on one relationship with God. That is what the bible teaches. Problem is you got a ton of pastors that don't even have that -- blind leading the blind. And most people don't want to even ask 'God are you out there? Forgive me?', sincerely.

Anyways... I could rant about the problems with Christianity today... but I'll stop now. I will say this though, you want to try and stop BEFORE you get married. If your going to do that, stop staring at your screen, read your bible at least once a week, start praying, and get into a relationship with someone that can help you with this addiction (and that means hunting for a good church). I'm slowly walking out of this. Just because I'm a christian doesn't mean I automatically ace every problem that I'm dealing with. Life actually gets harder if your a christian.

I am on my way out from this board. Slowly, but surely. I have no reason to show anyone what I know, and I hope that somehow everyone can at one point realize the futility in all of this. The collecting, sharing, it's all meaningless. It leaves me more empty each time (which is why the change needs to occur).

For those who will undoubtedly bash this -->

In the grandeur scope of life, love, and purpose... You know really nothing.

>>1425
Why do some people have such problems with jerking off to pregnant cartoon women? What's the big goddamn deal? Do you spend too much time here? I just come here to fap.

>The collecting, sharing, it's all meaningless. It leaves me more empty each time (which is why the change needs to occur).

Again, just how much time do you spend doing this? What purpose is there other than gratification? I don't get what you're looking for.

>I hope that somehow everyone can at one point realize the futility in all of this.

Futility of what? What the fuck is everyone doing wrong? We think pregnant women are attractive and that's what we jerk off to. It's your own fault that all you do in your free time is meticulously collect every single image you come across. I don't know if you're trying to cure yourself of your addiction or your attraction to pregnant women in general. Because if it's the latter, you're probably wasting your time. And if you really think you are degrading women, why don't you live up to that and treat women in real life like they are treated in a hentai. You need help. Just because Japanese art is fucked up (when there is consensual sex, I get pretty happy. That shows how rare it is, which is pretty sad) doesn't mean it's your fault.

>In the grandeur scope of life, love, and purpose... You know really nothing.

You mean the grander scope? What was the point of posting this? Is your post infallible? Please bestow your knowledge upon us, enlightened one.

You people all talk way too much.

Regardless of what you believe in, underneath all that lies some sort of "blind faith"--a statement or set of statements taken to be axiomatic because ideals are not observable. People who start from different moral axioms will never be able to reconcile their disagreements. None of you will manage to convince the others, and you're all standing on ghosts and air anyway.

>>1409
moar of this

>>1443
You mean concepts of reality cannot be verified by reality, which is false.

My problem with stupid people is they don't get the whole 'true or false' thing. It's always "win or lose." While a decent person can say "okay so that was incorrect, let's move along", a stupid person comes up with all these schemes and tactics, "Oh shit I'm losing. What now? Wait, I don't need facts. Heck, there are no facts. Facts don't count! If you look at it a certain way..."

>>1469
All I mean is that at some point in constructing a system of morals you're going to have to resort to "it just is." I'm not so stupid as to suggest that there aren't observable facts. I'm just saying that you can't assert an ideal based only on facts:

"Murder is wrong." Well, why? "Because it hurts people." Well, why is that a bad thing? Most people agree that it is, and if what you've said is any indication you are among those who take such a position for granted--but it can only be proven by taking some other set of ideals as axioms. And if your opponent disagrees with those axioms, as I've said, logic won't resolve your differences.

Now if I let you suck me into this I risk becoming a huge windbag myself, so I'll end it here.

Yeah, great idea guys, antagonize one of the greatest providers and organizers of content in this whole community.

I mean, I've been described as an evangelical atheist, but I also know biting the hand that feeds you is a bad thing to do.

Although I bet Finalixer knew EXACTLY what he was getting into when he posted that to a *chan board. Othwerwise he would be a lot madder right now :)

It's interesting to see the views of others in the community with such certainty in the messages. I get enough of the overall extremist babble at venganza(great place to find out how religeous extremist anger can make people grin), but essentially: I don't believe in religeon(Dawkins style, using statistical probability), 2+2 = 5 equates false(anti-orwellian), and the only reason there's a religeon problem is because religeon disagrees with science, and people want religeon to be infallible. True science must always re-examine it's results(all evidence is statistical, and proven by it's aspects being tested and not disproven), while most religeons require that no re-examination ever take place(omnipotence created it, hence it must have no flaws).

I'll take a flaming for bumping a religeous flame war, but remember that there's more to learn in either field(all of science vs all of religeon) than any individual is likely to be able to comprehend. As a self-decided Atheist(Started agnostic and told to make my own decision, read some history and other's opinions over some years, and found the bible's language almost incomprehensible with modern english language skills, and therefore imperfect), I simply put my 'faith' into the fact that just because "E OLU ION" has gaps doesn't mean it spells "CREATIONISM", and other such understandings.

As this relates to a Pregnancy fetish(Mine being a bit uncommon, and a perversion of the commonly percieved laws of reality), I can't chalk that up to anything specific, and have had it building in me since before I seriously began thinking about religeon. My excuse is that I like the 'Art' specifically, and would never wish any living(more importantly, sentient) thing to partake in my desires. I see something, my body radiates an abnormal physical sensation in my chest from the skin down, and I happen to find it arousing in addition to that. I should note a relaxing stimulation when viewing art with a well depicted non-pornographic Massage. I don't know 'Why' it happens, but I'm well aware of 'What' happens.

As it relates to reality, I explicitly keep it seperate. Socially, it's a non-issue because I don't discuss it, and intimately, I have no intention of procreating(apparently an unusual stance), and I've been almost exclusively immune to masturbation, so I feel I may as well make the best of the rest of my perceptions without fear of losing anything to their future effect on me.

>>1386
I'm 25, and I have had this fetish since I was probably 12. I took any chance I had back in the early internet to find any pregnant content, mostly real since I didn't get into japanese content until the 2000's, but I was constantly told that I was "degrading" women by my parents for my fetish. Neither are strong religious believers, and neither am I, but I find the fetish to actually be more commonplace acceptable than you think. Deep down almost every single person has some kind of fetish, be in domination, ropes, anal, or whatever. Both my ex and current girlfriend have a few fetishes where mine will only get realized down the road when I marry and have kids.

I have no shame about myself, almost all my friends know I do this, some even contribute to it, and many female friends I used to know also knew and surprisingly weren't that shocked. I think it is a little more acceptable because women like men who will look at them no matter how they look.

And I post with the same name as I post elsewhere on the internet. I'd post Anonymous otherwise, but on preg communities I tend to post under this name

>>1386
I'm not going to hop on the anti or pro religion band-wagon, but a fetish doesn't make you evil or sinful, even if it's completely illogical from how you are in life. It's the way your brain manifests lust and although pregnancy is far more vanilla than some of the other fetishes out there, what you "fap" to can make just as much sense as a foot fetish or water sport.

I'm a woman and I like seeing egg impregnation, doesn't mean I'm going to go out and stuff myself with eggs, or that I'm into anything egg related, it's practically a metaphor, just like your fetish is for having sex with women during the birthing process. It's completely irrelevant. But I do think you would make a good obstetrician, Mr. I'm so wholesome. ;p